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I'm Already Dying

by The 69 Lines

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1.
All You Said 07:01
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I only want to be by your side You want me stuck between you thighs My lonely heart can't take this pain I'll leave before you strike again You use you break you throw away You said you'd love you lied again All that I needed was to feel wanted No explanation but it's quite clear All you said You don't need me anymore All you want Is to bleed me dry as a bone I don't know What's my focus not you anymore Without words you state your purpose But I'm not bitter (repeat) What the fuck is going on Mistaken love and now it's gone I'm sitting here in all my pain And I can not win Before you take my life I think that I should take some time to say I'm already dying You use you throw away then act like it cost you something that you just can't bear All you are is a nuisance succubus All you need is a conscience incapable of love I don't know do you like it in the ass like you gave it to me Don't complain I've become a bitter man that's how it should be What the fuck is going on Mistaken love and now it's gone I'm sitting here in all my pain And I can not win
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Punk Ass Liar 04:08
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Assemble the masses Appeal to the classes And tell them whatever they want Hope for tomorrow You'll end all their sorrow But I can still see what you are Punk Ass Liar Punk Ass Liar Resisted the changes Labeled a racist, communist, fascist ... you're wrong I love my freedom Your handouts I don't need 'em You're breeding dependence that's all Punk Ass Liar Punk Ass Liar Open your mouth and the shit just pours out And the weak minded see it as gold Ignored constitution your evil solution You'll cut out their hearts to be sold Punk Ass Liar Punk Ass Liar Your tongue is on fire You're a punk ass liar
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I Think I Get It 03:58
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I'm your garden Just need water But you don't notice my many flowers What did you say Kicked in the face Cut it down Killing grace Reason gone without a trace I think I get it When I'm hungry you ask me why Feed me cancer and watch me die Put my candles in the rain Then ask the question why I've lost my way Held your burden without falter But you refute your only promise Without fail you play your game Burn the bridge and place the blame A liar's smile without shame I think I get it When I'm hungry you ask me why Feed me cancer and watch me die Put my candles in the rain Then ask the question why I've lost my way (repeat)
4.
In The Middle 04:47
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Hey honey I've seen your talent and it's apparent to me That you're someone I've got to know if you know what I mean I don't think you understand what you're doing to me As you dance with all your friends the animal in me screams I want to be in the middle of you and your best friend Baby don't it excite you a little getting all the love you can stand I know you know that I know what you're looking for And if you give it just one chance I'll take you where you want to go Just like a caged animal I can hear you roar And if you pretend not to care step aside I'll let your friend know I want to be in the middle of you and your best friend Baby don't it excite you a little getting all the love you can stand (repeat)
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The Loaded Gun 05:57
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Sitting where your hope was lost I bleed for you Rebuilding what you've torn apart I speak the truth And I lay your burdens down As my body hits the ground Though you've heard it all before Listen and retain This life these tears this open door Can take you from this place And I lay your burdens down As my body hits the ground Deep inside you you're crying out in pain Where's your savior he's down on his knees I'm behind you 'cause you live life like a loaded gun Peace will find you but the damage has been done And I lay your burdens down As my body hits the ground Deep inside you you're crying out in pain Where's your savior he's down on his knees I'm behind you 'cause you live life like a loaded gun Peace will find you but the damage has been done And I lay your burdens down As my body hits the ground
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Would Be Saviour 03:57
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Your self righteous truth spreads a lie As you place your blame and light me on fire But there's no ground to preach your case So you'll be put back in your place and you'll be forgotten As Jesus prays he watches with a tear in his eyes You clip the feathers 'cause you don't want them to fly Maybe in another time Your philosophies would be right But we were born in the age a grace So you can stake you claim in your resting place But you'll be forsaken As Jesus prays he watches with a tear in his eyes You clip the feathers 'cause you don't want them to fly You can't place blame It's the bed that you made I did not break you
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Here Inside You 06:56
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Can you feel me here inside you Product of unchained desire I'm part of you and I need you too Just love me I could be the one you're needing No conditions I give freely When I'm in you I need you to Just want me Don't break my trust Don't forget love Your bleeding heart knows what to do With the fragile part here inside you Would you tear me into pieces Is it your right to make choices I live in you and you feed me too Don't hate me Don't break my trust Don't forget love These nine months that's all I ask Then give me up give me a chance It's so dark dark and warm Here inside inside you I know you feel me here inside you Don't believe them you've been lied to
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Suffocate 03:38
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Well I once thought you were the sun in my bluest skies But you're the clouds of acid rain that burned and bled me dry It might as well be me to take the blame 'Cause I breath you in so deep Just to suffocate Though you feed on open wounds I let you back inside And watched you limb my trusted trees and hang me with your lies It might as well be me to take the blame 'Cause I breath you in so deep Just to suffocate It might as well be me to take the blame 'Cause you buried me so deep But I let you stay And I'd like to be free But I can't escape Your sickness consumes me Guess I chose my fate
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Pulled Under 04:31
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Head pulled under Squeeze me tighter Taste your blunder We are fighters We fought for freedoms now gone How could I trust you It's wrong Faith pulled under Drowned by liars Makes you wonder If evil tires We fought for freedoms now gone How could I trust you It's wrong They close their eyes and refuse to look Opened your mouth and you sank a hook Pulled under bound enslaved for good What they thought they'd gain they misunderstood
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Unthinkable 03:53
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Break Tear Rip from me Faith Hope Love Nothing Stained Broke Raped Suffering Just use your eyes and you'll see a silent plead Blaming this child, on my fears you will feed Covered my mouth to muffle my screams Can't get back now what you've taken from me Break Tear Rip from me Faith Hope Love Nothing Stained Broke Raped Suffering You've hid and lied for now you remain free But vengeance is mine now I'm grown you will see When I take you down no one will hear your screams My only goal now is to watch you bleed Break Tear Rip from me Faith Hope Love Nothing Stained Broke Raped Suffering
11.
Deaf Ears 04:37
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Subtly she comforts me Says it's bound to end But she don't see what you've done to me With a merciless hand You can laugh all you want But this heart in here... This heart can hear And if it cried loud enough They just might care But it's falling on deaf ears She apologized she'd never criticize But she can't help That I believed with no guarantee I'd escape your hell You can laugh all you want But this heart in here... This heart can hear And if it cried loud enough They just might care But it's falling on deaf ears And I know someday you'll end your foolish games spewing taunts as I walk away And I hope you'll crumble under guilt and shame When I'm gone and you're to blame You can laugh all you want But this heart in here... This heart can hear And if it cried loud enough They just might care But it's falling on deaf ears
12.
Empty Hand 04:22
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Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites you I hear you say that I'm not good enough And your mind's been made up So I drink this filthy cup And pride crumbles to dust Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites you I believe that deceit is your tool Your game has changing rules I know the man who follows you Walks behind a fool Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites You came here knocking on my door But I don't want to play your game no more Wish I had a dollar for every time You came here and stripped away my pride Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bite's you
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Dirty Durango 04:51
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A hundred miles or so Down to Mexico You wanna tag along with me You said you wanna fly Well step up on inside But no one rides in here for free You're all dressed up ready to go To take a ride in my dirty durango It's all gassed up and not for show The seats are down in the back of my Durango I think that we both know We've got no place to go So we'll just wander aimlessly But you're looking good tonight And if it feels alright I know you;ll share your love with me You're all dressed up ready to go To take a ride in my dirty durango It's all gassed up and not for show The seats are down in the back of my Durango I'll give you what you want I'll give you want you need I'll give it all I've got Come take a ride with me In my Durango You're all dressed up ready to go To take a ride in my dirty durango It's all gassed up and not for show The seats are down in the back of my Durango In my durango In my durango
14.
A Sad Nation 02:54
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You've played the race card enough Raped the open minds and slammed them shut Changed consciousness with your deceit But I won't let you tread on me I'd like to invite you to exit your lies Believe me I'd love to open their eyes Hang the middle man and break his bones Spew your arrogance as you build your throne But freedom prevails every time And you'll be eating lead when you come to take mine I'd like to invite you to exit your lies Believe me I'd love to open their eyes A Sad Nation

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This album was recorded in 2012-2013. At the time, the band consisted of Jeryd Smith on Vocals and Guitars, Mark Crawley on Guitars, Josh Sampson on Bass and the then 12 year old Brandon Smith on Drums.

This was a self produced album recorded on vintage gear... in hindsight, we could have used a producer and more modern technology to really bring out the best sounds possible. We'll do that on our next album. We truly hope you enjoy this one, as we poured all of ourselves into making it.

Updates:
As of 2016, the band consists of Jeryd Smith on Vocals and Guitars, Mark Crawley on Bass and Christian White on Drums.
The 69 Lines is currently working on writing the next album.

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released April 10, 2014

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The 69 Lines Everett, Washington

The 69 Lines is a hard rock band formed in Everett, WA in 2011.
The band started recording their debut album “I’m Already Dying” in late 2012 with a soft release taking place in late 2013 and the Full Digital Release in 2014

Jeryd Smith - Guitars/Vocals and Brandon Smith - Drums (father and son duo) along with Josh Sampson - Bass and Mark Crawley - Guitars. ... more

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