I'm Already Dying

by The 69 Lines

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This album was recorded in 2012-2013. At the time, the band consisted of Jeryd Smith on Vocals and Guitars, Mark Crawley on Guitars, Josh Sampson on Bass and the then 12 year old Brandon Smith on Drums.

This was a self produced album recorded on vintage gear... in hindsight, we could have used a producer and more modern technology to really bring out the best sounds possible. We'll do that on our next album. We truly hope you enjoy this one, as we poured all of ourselves into making it.

Updates:
As of 2016, the band consists of Jeryd Smith on Vocals and Guitars, Mark Crawley on Bass and Christian White on Drums.
The 69 Lines is currently working on writing the next album.

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released April 10, 2014

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The 69 Lines Everett, Washington

The 69 Lines is a hard rock band formed in Everett, WA in 2011.
The band started recording their debut album “I’m Already Dying” in late 2012 with a soft release taking place in late 2013 and the Full Digital Release in 2014

Jeryd Smith - Guitars/Vocals and Brandon Smith - Drums (father and son duo) along with Josh Sampson - Bass and Mark Crawley - Guitars.
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Track Name: All You Said
I only want to be by your side
You want me stuck between you thighs
My lonely heart can't take this pain
I'll leave before you strike again

You use you break you throw away
You said you'd love you lied again
All that I needed was to feel wanted
No explanation but it's quite clear

All you said You don't need me anymore
All you want Is to bleed me dry as a bone
I don't know What's my focus not you anymore
Without words you state your purpose
But I'm not bitter
(repeat)

What the fuck is going on
Mistaken love and now it's gone
I'm sitting here in all my pain
And I can not win

Before you take my life
I think that I should take some time to say
I'm already dying
You use you throw away then act like it cost you something
that you just can't bear

All you are is a nuisance succubus
All you need is a conscience incapable of love
I don't know do you like it in the ass like you gave it to me
Don't complain I've become a bitter man that's how it should be

What the fuck is going on
Mistaken love and now it's gone
I'm sitting here in all my pain
And I can not win
Track Name: Punk Ass Liar
Assemble the masses Appeal to the classes
And tell them whatever they want
Hope for tomorrow You'll end all their sorrow
But I can still see what you are

Punk Ass Liar
Punk Ass Liar

Resisted the changes Labeled a racist,
communist, fascist ... you're wrong
I love my freedom Your handouts I don't need 'em
You're breeding dependence that's all

Punk Ass Liar
Punk Ass Liar

Open your mouth and the shit just pours out
And the weak minded see it as gold
Ignored constitution your evil solution
You'll cut out their hearts to be sold

Punk Ass Liar
Punk Ass Liar

Your tongue is on fire
You're a punk ass liar
Track Name: I Think I Get It
I'm your garden Just need water
But you don't notice my many flowers
What did you say Kicked in the face
Cut it down Killing grace
Reason gone without a trace
I think I get it

When I'm hungry you ask me why
Feed me cancer and watch me die
Put my candles in the rain
Then ask the question why I've lost my way

Held your burden without falter
But you refute your only promise
Without fail you play your game
Burn the bridge and place the blame
A liar's smile without shame
I think I get it

When I'm hungry you ask me why
Feed me cancer and watch me die
Put my candles in the rain
Then ask the question why I've lost my way
(repeat)
Track Name: In The Middle
Hey honey I've seen your talent and it's apparent to me
That you're someone I've got to know if you know what I mean
I don't think you understand what you're doing to me
As you dance with all your friends the animal in me screams

I want to be in the middle of you and your best friend
Baby don't it excite you a little getting all the love you can stand

I know you know that I know what you're looking for
And if you give it just one chance I'll take you where you want to go
Just like a caged animal I can hear you roar
And if you pretend not to care step aside I'll let your friend know

I want to be in the middle of you and your best friend
Baby don't it excite you a little getting all the love you can stand
(repeat)
Track Name: The Loaded Gun
Sitting where your hope was lost
I bleed for you
Rebuilding what you've torn apart
I speak the truth

And I lay your burdens down
As my body hits the ground

Though you've heard it all before
Listen and retain
This life these tears this open door
Can take you from this place

And I lay your burdens down
As my body hits the ground

Deep inside you you're crying out in pain
Where's your savior he's down on his knees
I'm behind you 'cause you live life like a loaded gun
Peace will find you but the damage has been done

And I lay your burdens down
As my body hits the ground

Deep inside you you're crying out in pain
Where's your savior he's down on his knees
I'm behind you 'cause you live life like a loaded gun
Peace will find you but the damage has been done

And I lay your burdens down
As my body hits the ground
Track Name: Would Be Saviour
Your self righteous truth spreads a lie
As you place your blame and light me on fire
But there's no ground to preach your case
So you'll be put back in your place
and you'll be forgotten

As Jesus prays he watches with a tear in his eyes
You clip the feathers 'cause you don't want them to fly

Maybe in another time
Your philosophies would be right
But we were born in the age a grace
So you can stake you claim in your resting place
But you'll be forsaken

As Jesus prays he watches with a tear in his eyes
You clip the feathers 'cause you don't want them to fly

You can't place blame
It's the bed that you made
I did not break you
Track Name: Here Inside You
Can you feel me here inside you
Product of unchained desire
I'm part of you and I need you too
Just love me

I could be the one you're needing
No conditions I give freely
When I'm in you I need you to
Just want me

Don't break my trust
Don't forget love
Your bleeding heart knows what to do
With the fragile part here inside you

Would you tear me into pieces
Is it your right to make choices
I live in you and you feed me too
Don't hate me

Don't break my trust
Don't forget love
These nine months that's all I ask
Then give me up give me a chance

It's so dark dark and warm
Here inside inside you

I know you feel me here inside you
Don't believe them you've been lied to
Track Name: Suffocate
Well I once thought you were the sun in my bluest skies
But you're the clouds of acid rain that burned and bled me dry

It might as well be to take the blame
'Cause I breath you in so deep
Just to suffocate

Though you feed on open wounds I let you back inside
And watched you limb my trusted trees and hand me with your lies

It might as well be to take the blame
'Cause I breath you in so deep
Just to suffocate

It might as well be to take the blame
'Cause you buried me so deep
But I let you stay
And I'd like to be free
But I can't escape
Your sickness consumes me
Guess I chose my fate
Track Name: Pulled Under
Head pulled under
Squeeze me tighter
Taste your blunder
We are fighters

We fought for freedoms now gone
How could I trust you It's wrong

Faith pulled under
Drowned by liars
Makes you wonder
If evil tires

We fought for freedoms now gone
How could I trust you It's wrong

They close their eyes and refuse to look
Opened your mouth and you sank a hook
Pulled under bound enslaved for good
What they thought they'd gain they misunderstood
Track Name: Unthinkable
Break Tear Rip from me
Faith Hope Love Nothing
Stained Broke Raped Suffering

Just eyes and you'll see a silent plead
Blaming this child, on my fears you will feed
Covered my mouth to muffle my screams
Can't get back now what you've taken from me

Break Tear Rip from me
Faith Hope Love Nothing
Stained Broke Raped Suffering

You've hid and lied for now you remain free
But vengeance is mine now I'm grown you will see
When I take you down no one will hear your screams
My only goal now is to watch you bleed

Break Tear Rip from me
Faith Hope Love Nothing
Stained Broke Raped Suffering
Track Name: Deaf Ears
Subtly she comforts me
Says it's bound to end
But she don't see what you've done to me
With a merciless hand

You can laugh all you want
But this heart in here...
This heart can hear
And if it cried loud enough
They just might care
But it's falling on deaf ears

She apologized she'd never criticize
But she can't help
That I believed with no guarantee
I'd escape your hell

You can laugh all you want
But this heart in here...
This heart can hear
And if it cried loud enough
They just might care
But it's falling on deaf ears

And I know someday you'll end your foolish games
spewing taunts as I walk away
And I hope you'll crumble under guilt and shame
When I'm gone and you're to blame

You can laugh all you want
But this heart in here...
This heart can hear
And if it cried loud enough
They just might care
But it's falling on deaf ears
Track Name: Empty Hand
Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway
Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away
Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight
If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites you

I hear you say that I'm not good enough
And your mind's been made up
So I drink this filthy cup
And pride crumbles to dust

Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway
Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away
Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight
If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites you

I believe that deceit is your tool
Your game has changing rules
I know the man who follows you
Walks behind a fool

Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway
Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away
Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight
If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bites

You came here knocking on my door
But I don't want to play your game no more
Wish I had a dollar for every time
You came here and stripped away my pride

Well I've been fed by an empty hand so I bite it anyway
Your blessing comes from cursing lips when you walk away
Dissent was birthed from your tongue you try to break me but I fight
If there's one thing that I've learned don't feed the hand that bite's you
Track Name: Dirty Durango
A hundred miles or so
Down to Mexico
You wanna tag along with me
You said you wanna fly
Well step up on inside
But no one rides in here for free

You're all dressed up ready to go
To take a ride in my dirty durango
It's all gassed up and not for show
The seats are down in the back of my Durango

I think that we both know
We've got no place to go
So we'll just wander aimlessly
But you're looking good tonight
And if it feels alright
I know you;ll share your love with me

You're all dressed up ready to go
To take a ride in my dirty durango
It's all gassed up and not for show
The seats are down in the back of my Durango

I'll give you what you want
I'll give you want you need
I'll give it all I've got
Come take a ride with me
In my Durango

You're all dressed up ready to go
To take a ride in my dirty durango
It's all gassed up and not for show
The seats are down in the back of my Durango

In my durango
In my durango
Track Name: A Sad Nation
You've played the race card enough
Raped the open minds and slammed them shut
Changed consciousness with your deceit
But I won't let you tread on me

I'd like to invite you to exit your lies
Believe me I'd love to open their eyes

Hang the middle man and break his bones
Spew your arrogance as you build your throne
But freedom prevails every time
And you'll be eating lead when you come to take mine

I'd like to invite you to exit your lies
Believe me I'd love to open their eyes

A Sad Nation